just hold on, we're going home

In the depths of the northwest winter, one question, and one answer changed the course of my life.

how can one simple moment, change the way you completely feel about one person?

for the better. for the goodness.

he popped the question. I accepted. 2014 begins with a bang.

one thing I can add to my list: get married. settle down.

I might be committing, but our adventure is truly beginning.

to a new chapter, of love, life and adventure. Now I have a companion the whole way through.

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april 10th 2017

here. i am starting new. i feel like i have said that so many times. and i have. i really have.... sigh. how is this time different from the rest? i have always been strong, carefree, spontaneous, adventuresome, life-is-too-short-kinda-way girl. but something in the last year has turned my insides into a different place. i ignore my body, i ignore my inner self CRYING out. stop. stop. please just stop. i have put everyone else in front of myself. i have decided to take care of everyone and everything before i get in some time for me. to take care of my body. my mind. my faith. my heart. even as i type this, i am thinking of dinner i need to make tonight and the laundry, vacuuming, sweeping, oh and the dog needs to be walked. yes, and i can pay those bills later too........ where is my health, wellbeing SELF fit into this? my face shows the beat down i have been giving my internal organs. food after food after lack of good exercise, good movement. i am planting a garden out back - h...

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